post graduation

hi people, feels like its been ages since I last update this website. Looks like I got pretty busy with life lately and thus the neglection of my blog. I know what lame excuse is this. But then again, who actually read this lame page.

Life's been tough lately. Work is not exactly a bed of roses. I know I dread saying that I prefer college life but then here I am, saying this. Life in college was way better than working life. Preassure got to me lately. Its either I don't know how to control my emotions and get too overwhelmed or I'm just not good with preasure. I'm so bogged down by work and it feels like no one understand how it feels, how I feel like I just want to quit my job and settle for something that's less preasurizing. Its only been 4 months of working and I feel this way. Imagine working for 20 -30 more years. How am I going to stand all this nonsense? yes, a good way is to just get married and stay home provided the guy I'm marrying is filthy rich or somesort.

I've had a bad experience in drinking the other day. Makes me want to relook at how my life is lately. Feels like it's crap. The thing I do to subject my body to torture. S is not too keen that I'm turning this way. Asked Ck to talked to me about it. But those people are doing it every week that i feel its damn unhealthy.

We had a chat the other day, what was the plan for our anniversary. I have no idea and he asked me what was the budget. I had macdonalds last year probably due to the fact that both of us was not free last year.

Anyway, I've had my graduation at the beginnning of this month. It was a boring event. As usual there was high tea and Malaysians being truly Malaysians, everyone pile their plate up high like there is famine tomorrow. I on the other hand didnt eat much. Too much excitment as I'm meeting into all my long lost college mate. Yes, this is what happen after people started working.

I've been to singapore twice in one month. How was the trip you asked? well, work realted purposes and its bit boring. Work for 10 hours a day and then go out and catch up with college mates in singapore. Time for shopping during the great singapore sale =none. Everything is pretty expensive due to the exchange rate. Plus lack of camera don't help either.