what happened to me?

hie people.. I wonder who reads my posts. I know some does but stays in the dark while some reads and leave useful comments. Somehow, I've just lost the mood to write whatever I pen down here due to circumstances whereby privacy needed. Such an irony, why am I harping about privacy when I post blogs online for the whole world to read...Ah, discovered that the new blogger would include some security features whereby I could post certain thoughts but its not for the whole world to see it. Just some people whom I shall allowed. Then again, the lazy me always find excuses just to postpone it to another day right :)

Anyway, I'm on my holidays and at the beginning it was weird. I have so much free time whereby I can just sit and watch tv the whole night then sleep at 6am untill 2pm the next afternoon. Yeah lazy me, I am still not motivated to find jobs although I have peruse through the newspaper. Anyway, I've finished Greys Anatomy season one and Close to home season one. Cant wait to get my hands on season two. Unfortunately this holidays, I haven't done much reading. Quite weird actually because if I start reading, I wont bother with anything else and certainly not the dvd. Saw death note just now, its really good. And of course according to my brother who watched it with me, they cut alot from the manga. Well, since it peaked my interest, now i feel like catching up on the manga.

I'm not sure what job I should do. With bad grades, while hating what I studied, I don't regret I had that grade. Its more like what I deserved. Yeah yeah not a good excuse..well fuck you man, its not your grades. haha... I don't even know what's my CGPA as Aussie universities don't practice that. I don't even have a distinction on my transcript. So probably I will expect that I have a second lower which I still can't figure out how do you count them. I just guess them.

Anyway, my computer is playing tricks on me so i decided to use the laptop my sis uses in college. Yeah the privilledge of having a mobile computer whereby its so personal that somehow, you find pictures of others on her computer. Find that she needs a few msn passport to log onto msn with different user name. It makes me wonder why, she needs a picture of a guy that clearly doesnt look like a malaysian on her msn. Somehow, I also wonder why would one need more than two email account. Is it because they need to separate their private lives out compare to their working lives or the fact that maybe they are having an affair. hahah.. yes yes, checking other people's email account is a breach of their privacy. I don't do that anymore but then if I have a suspicion that my boyfriend is cheating on me how do confronting him makes him want to admit he's calling other girls his darling and princess while saying "I miss you" isn't exactly being friendly especially when he didnt mention about her being his close friend, prior to the revelation your discovery. Once a cheater always a cheater right? or does one forgive and forget? If while having a gf he is already doing that then what happen when he's having a wife and kids. Does one not think before he act or does his penis does the thinking for him? Somehow, I've always been "lucky" that i manage to detect my bf cheating on me. Yup, lucky lucky me. Guys, beware of a girls instinct. It will just kick you right in the ass !!

Feels so unimportant. Both my gang members works in a MNC company. How to get a job like theirs? One's his dream job where I get to enquire why my line so bad lately and name communication towers after him while another gets to see what's inside other people's parcel. Sigh, I'm reduced to being their filipino maid when I got out mamak with them on a weekday. Should I take the internship I am offered? choices choices where we don't want to make. Christmas is coming by the way, should I go buy that beautiful party dress which I already have matching shoes or should I be more practical and buy more office attire and office shoes? Sigh, sometimes I wish I have unlimited cash for shopping. It would be a dream. And yes cK, that would mean I would have to marry a tan sri and profits divided between you and S.

Yes, christmas is coming and we should drink to our good health :)

bloody exam cheater

I spend the whole night reading for my exam today. With only a meagre 5 hours of sleep for this past few days, I can see the eyebags getting bigger under the eyes. Well, thank god the exam didn't feel so awful. The best part, the guy beside of me was cheating because he brought in notes to the exam hall. I saw him looked down at his paper, saw him fumbling for it in this shirt then saw him slip it inside the pocket after reading them. Somehow, I dont understand why the lecturer didn't see it. I was hoping the lecturer would so I won't have to take actions. Sigh, somehow, it was his lucky day as he would put it. I just think its unfair for us to study and memorise so hard while he just sat there with a blank mind cheating with answers. Mind you, this is the second time I took this same papper cuz I failed the last time and its so unfair when your doing it the second time and watching someone who on his first attempt pass them cuz he cheated. After exam, I went asked the girl behind me whether she saw what I saw. Then i asked the other girl beside him. Both confirmed my suspicion. I told the lecturer, he say he will inform the exam unit. Not sure what will happen. And yes, I caught the cheater's eyes after he was looked down at his paper. Sms fuzzy after exam, he replied me with " report ma isiot, this kind of people no need to give face one. ". Ck say, "life's a bitch.." how aptly true wat he commented.

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on a lighter note, fuzzy's short term memory will cause him to just can't remember what he did last time... on sms one day the conversation went..

can you remember when is our anniversary?

August ma.. 15th.. i can't remember when is valentine's .. (wow...wrong date but then valentines also cannot remember? )

but its august 13th wor...why for some reason you remember 15 and i remember 13 ah?

because I'm idiot loh.. remember we were discussing it the last time..well, we'll make august 13-15 our anniversary lo..

where can 3 days wan?

if JJ(jaya jusco..one shopping mall in klang) can have one month merdeka sale for an one day event, 3 days not to much d lo...

-.-"

Susu say's...its ok... you can have 3 days of fine dining.. while i can have it every month as ubi kentang cant remember when is our anniversary. Each time I asked him, he gives me a different month...wow... someone is even more confused than fuzzy...

Ahhh... Boring !

After more than a week, I finally saw what was my surprise. A cute pink little piggy and another small teddy holding a heart shaped thingy. The best part, I was suppose to choose between two japanese brand biscut box and it was really misleading. somehow upon closer inspection, the box seems like new. How did he insert those things inside it. he told me I could choose one but then I ended up opening both.

Anyway, exam is around the corner... I'm getting bored sitting everyday in front of my study table doing stuff half heartedly. Sigh... Its getting onto my nerves. Thank God i did well in my mid semester and my assignment. Somehow, results was surprising for every quiz i took.. Oh well, Its still boring.... I'm scared of finals but I'm lazy. *shrugs*

BORING LAH !!