wtf

MCH everytime also like this!!!

p.s now i know what S means by knowing what is pukimak lanchiow

lately..

Its been pretty hectic lately. Alot of assignments to complete plus the circle k outing that I'm organising. Quiz 2 is coming soon and with rescheduling due to the public holidays, lecture clashes with the outing. ahhh.... is getting abit out of hand lately. Stupid silly replacements, feel like not bothering with them. How am i going to attend the lecture while I'm the chairperson for the event? and members respons to the activity is bad although i limit it to 25 members. its ok, I'm not afraid, I stil can find people who is willing to go thats not a circle k member..felt like a dumb fark while respond is slow.

Silly thought have been sneaking into my head. I've thought of ways to loose weight (anything besides exercising) and it includes eating to your hearts content then feeling guilty while in the back of my mind, i had a fleeting moment of just going to the toilet and stuffing my index finger into the back of my throat. Life is so simple if that method don't have any complications. MAYBE i could do it responsibly meaning mayb I do it once in a while and not everyday. Then i got scared of the fact that it DO lead to bulimia. Starving or skipping lunch was another method but then ameba scared the shit out of me when he told me a friend if his was diagnosed with a hole in his stomach from not eating.. probably a bad case of ulcers which my grandpa died from. And while chomping on the mash potato i did a few days back while i kept it in the fridge, I really hope it will go bad and cause food poisoning so that by going to the toilet so frequently, I wont put on weight.. but then again, the mashed potato isn't bad so no diarrhorea. Yes, silly silly thoughts.

Yes, its thursday today.. Fuzzy promised me ice cream. he promised me for more than a month. It irritates me when i get empty promises. Its ok, I'm getting some ice cream today while he was so sweet to come to my house directly after reaching klang from penang last night.

ahh, i have finished doing one part of the assignment and i'm suppose to start on the other assignment, but boredom finally lead me here to blog. Guess what I found?
yes, my dream house . Its cost an arm and leg..

anyway according to my sister, I'm wols..................

moral of the story?

A friend forwarded this manga to me. Asked me what is the moral of the story below. Its taken from some taiwanese manga, not sure which one though. I heard about this joke before reading this. But of course its definately not from the manga. Its from the stand up comedy Eddie Murphy did in the 80's which fuzzy's so fond of. Manga's supposed to be read from the right to the left. Therefore read the column on the right and the speech bubble thats on your right first. Do tell me what's the moral of the story after reading this. enjoy !!

 

laziness

Its been some time since I have been writing here. Somehow I find that I have alot going on in me but I just can't seems to pen it down in words. Either I'm lazy or I'm just guarding my emotions so that certain people won't know what I am thinking about. It has become such an issue again, that somehow i thought of changing the url. I don't like people prying into my personal issues but then me writing down everything I feel on this blog seems an irony. I know I have readers. Uncle made a mistake one day by telling people that I have a blog on his multiply post. it was a privilleage i extended to him but everyone who reads his blog dropped by...sigh.Then I realised that there are more people reading my blog. Its weird because I have no idea who reads all my emo posts. Not having comments don't mean no one's reading. They just choose to keep quiet. The baggages I carry, I can't hide them anymore. My friends knows whats going on and sometimes when people look me in the eye, I really wonder what do they know about me.

talking to a friend who think autocrat is the way makes my blood boils. Doesn't he understand that there can be things like people who only focus on their own agenda? doesn't it hit him when the king itself is a person who is doing things his own way makes the people suffer? doesn't he thinks about the war when one person is trying to overthrown the other kingdom...everything is a "if". everything must be perfect in that world or not we are worst off. To him democracy is a lie... I dont get that lie. apart from not having freedom of speech here and only those with money talks. What about the corruption that the government is trying so hard to fight? What about the cops who have the "saya anti rasuah" badge pinned on them but then subtly hint you "wah, ini mahal tau..rm300".. what about us who so willingly suggest " macam mana abang? tolong lah kali ini" then slip a rm50 bill under his note book. Everwhere exist corruption. No matter how much we try to stop them, it takes two party to beat it. The agency theory exist here. Therefore if the government want to stop all this shitty stuff, monitoring and bonding cost exist. Bonding cost I don't really think it works... unless u have alot of money to spend on. Even the municiple council to get your plan approved, they want you to pay undertable money. Yes, we're out of the third world status, but stop having a third world mentality. bloody hell, cant even keep the river clean.

On a lighter note..I cant believe people like this exist..corny pick up lines, stupid message thats a psychology game so that I will reply to it.. well, fuck you... i don't reply to that kind of message.. yes, my mood was bad...

Hi
My guess is that most men would probably judge you on your looks and think “holy cow! you're unapproachable and all” but I thought I'd give you the benefit of the doubt and see if you're friendly..hee..hee.. Hi, I'm Ram and nice to meet you :-)
Cheers,Ram

stupid fucked up message

Fuzzy off to ipoh and penang for a week mayb more. Seems quite long. Maybe something will come along this weekend or not its pretty boring. Prom is next month, I'm still contemplating on whether I should go or not. It will be in Genting and it includes a night stay at the first world hotel. I was tempted to go the last time but since my main friends table is full, it feels weird sitting at another friends table whom I'm not so close with. 100 bucks per ticket, I could do alot more with the rm200 spend on tickets because its fuzzy's birthday that week. Still haven't think on what to get him for his birthday.

On a different scale, I get pissed with fuzzy at times. So much so, he gives me an assignment to review 10 good things in this relationship and 10 bad ones. I still haven't come about to doing that still... procrastinating..not like it had a dateline to it anyway.

dreams

I've had a series of dreams last night. I've no idea why do people dream but than mine was the utmost weird. I was marrying someone but then it wasn't my boyfried. It was someone I've never dated and it utterly pissed me off. And when I was woken up by a phone call, I went back to bed with another weird dream..being chased by an octopus on land. Wtf man... I've got a friend who has been trying to dream of me this past few days without success because he dreamt of me the other day and it was such a wonderful dream he wanted it to continue.. yes, sounds so weird.

Anyway, I had french fries delievery about mid night. Am trying so hard to starve myself but it was unsuccessful. I just cant say no to frenhc fries. I have a 10 course chinese wedding dinner this sunday, the task seems very daunting. Its not my friends wedding, not my relative wedding either.. it was someone else's relative. Feels weird why I was forced to go. I've put on 2 kg and my BMI shows that i'm still underweight ... its just that the thing has made me go towards the normal scale and i loathe that. Things would have been much rosier if two best friends of mine thinks I still look ok but when they complain that I put on weight and I'm fat it turns me into a diet freak. liquid diet for lunch. cut down on dinner and no breakfast. Maybe I should go to a doctor and get a prescription for Reductil that surpressed one's appetite or maybe I could go into the drama queen mode that will also cause me to loose weight.

Alot of my classmates have a job waiting for them once they finish their studies at taylors. Of course they wont have much problem in finding a job as they score without fail at least 3 distinction out of 4 subject where the latter is most probably a higher distinction. I on the other hand can see why ameba was fussing about the job search after he graduate. The job market is a bitch. Either one knows what they want to do or someone like me who don't know and don't give a damn because she hates what she's studying and majoring in. I have two bloody majors and I hate both of them. Yes, who don't want to work in a MNC? who don't want to work for the big 4 accounting firm? Who don't want to be paid above RM2k per month? I've a friend who told me that its how much a degree student should get paid. But why when i was working in a public listed company, they were belittling this lady who holds a degree but doing a job of just a clerk? She gets a executive pay but was not in the favour of her bosses. Life is a bitch, getting a good job and a good pay is something one would have to fight with the rest of the graduates that flood the job market. I see nothing in me that would give me the edge as I'm just credit and pass student. In the mean time, I shall not be bothered about the job as I still have subjects and assignments to bother about. I still have to worry about loosing that 2kg to make my life abit more brighter.

la di da..

I'm on holiday now.. feels much less of a holiday week already. Getting pretty boring slocking over assignments rather than thinking of spending it doing nothing important like sleeping and lazing about. The routine is the same each time...mundane activities involved. Eat, sleep and shit.. somehow, i would love to skip the eat part. Not like I hate eating or anything, just trying to loose the bloody weight that everyone comment I have on me. Fucking trying to please everyone don't work either.

woke up to a ruckus..bloody revonation is taking place and it includes the upstairs near my bed room. Its getting to be pretty irratitating.. I should have just taken up the offer to sleep at fuzzy's place. mch... damn irritated

i had fun last saturday with my friends. It was a mistake wearing bloody high heels. Either that or I'm too old for high heels. hahahhaha... pictures will be up if i get them..

Now i need to do the outing i been so busy to attend to.. the orphanage thigny..

adaware virus infection

My computer as window's security is trying to tell me that, its been infected with virus that will give the hacker all those unsecure password information. To me, I thought as i don't ask the system to remember any of my password I was safe. yeah yeah...proves that i'm comp IT illiterate. I didnt know that each time we log into some unsecure web connection, the computer stores it down somewhere so if someone hacks into it, they have access to all my daily log-in activity.

My sis on the other hand was having sleepless nights because of that pop up that i was ignorant. She was doing the whole system check virus removal thingy and because she plays or rather adores that bloody maple story game was so afraid that the hacker(if there is any) will use her account and steal all her stuff, her mesos and all her assets. She was hoping that he does not have interest in maple while i was telling her at 4am that the hacker can sell off the password. hahah... still after all that virus thingy check, windows still tells us that it still have that virus and its still not removed. That means we gotta reformat the bloody system which is a pain in the ass... I got so much things I need to back up while I'm more concerned about my mid sem exams.

While my sis was updating the free virus software, her friend told her that she don't have to do that. All she need to do was just to go register for a anti virus pack for the free 3months trial. After 3 months is over then all she gotta do is just tell them you don't wanna continue and the reinstall another 3 months pack for free while just changing the time so that their system cannot detect your computer time. he's done it a few times with success. On one of the attempt, he discovered that he can't log in to his gmail account while gmail stating that "you're not registered" .... yeah, he changed his time to 1998 when he didnt have a gmail account so it has come to a conclusion that if its some time sensitive web page like gmail or live score who auto refresh the window for you, you cannot use that 3 months anti virus trial pack.

after running the whole antivirus thing, there is still that window security pop up therefore at the moment each time my sis log onto maple to play she changed her password online. yesterday itself she changed it 4 times due to the unstable connection while fretting about the hacker stealing her stuff. She told me to back up her stuff, I told her i'll do it after exams which is after next thurs...which then i will have to start doing that bloody assignment.

but then again at the moment.. alamak... exams...boring lah.

A great shout out to liOnheart cuz he got new gf, to ameba who is having his convo at johor this weekend..sorry I cant take up the offer to stay free with you guys as I'm having exams..it would have felt interesting/weird to stay with ur parents and cousin sis in the hotel, to luke who has invited me to join his convo at klcc next week, to ym who just celebrated her 21st b'day and to us who has just celebrated (or the lack off) our first year anniversary last month. If feels like time flew by and now one year is gone. And also to uncle who will be having his convo dunno when.. congrats everyone :)