whatnots..

I went to see the penguin last saturday but then again all that4 jackass did was just posing in the aircond room. The just stand there and pose and wait untill the next itch comes so that they could then indulge in a healty dose of scratch so much so that it looks like Hollie my dog when they scratch behind their neck with their legs. I stood there 20min waiting for them to take a dip but then again all they did was pose, scratch themselves and preen their feathers. Anyway their species was the jackass penguin. Not exactly good looking but then again, its still a penguin. Not really a spectacular sight but then again, the penguins in langkawi was also doing nothing in their glass enclosure according to my friend that was at the underwater world.

I went shopping at the mng sale. And yes, within half an hour i spend more than I should with all my conscience thrown out of the window. Grabbing, trying and then pilling it up at the counter with a contented person half and hour later walking out of the shop with a big shopping bag and I slapped myself later cuz I forgot to look at their shoes. But that mng is small compared to the one in midvalley. And now I have a nice urge to just go there and have a look... OOoooo.. not really good..

Come to think of my favourite food, I can't list down one specific one. It depends on my mood and also what I feel like eating that day. But then again I came up with a random list while I was messaging fuzzy.

1. M&M's
2. Snickers
3. McD french fries
4. assam laksa
5. some pasar malam ice cream sold by this old man that fuzzy claims he only works on that particular day of the week.bodoh betul la
6. kuih koci - yes, everytime I asked the bloody stall, its always sold out.
7. fried rice opposite fuzzy's house
8. char siew pau/siew pau depending on mood
9. mi hun ke
10. kwon lou mi
11. I can't think of any right now... brain's too slow

Anyway after compiling a list, fuzzy sms-ed me back with the reply...thats a list of a fat woman's favourite food when asked for a favourite food. Insulting betul...


Cute right this kitty.. looks like hitler. I got this off a site that pays tribute to kitty that looks like hitler. hahahha

exams are over

pssstt uncle.. i no more exams edi loh... yay!... now is the one month i'm looking for. To just do nothing and wake up late on the way of becoming a sloth.

anyway, at the same time.. I know I'm supose to go get a part time job or something. But i'm just too lazy to do it. One month holiday also my mom wants me to go to work.. Thats messed up.

Watching bleach is fun. I like the plot and the characters. But then again, which hero of the show will loose.. so predictable. Ameba says reading the manga is better then the anime when the anime begin to show fillers so that the story line in manga will go far enough for then to produce more anime.

now... i want to go for a well deserved holiday...

2 words

...fuck it...

oh shit..

yeah...the title says it all. I have an exam tomorrow which I have no confidence in doing. Studying for that subject seems as though its a bloody chore. Too much to study and then again if I can't see what the issue, then i won't get marks for the crap I think its correct. Yes, I didn't like law in the first place thats why I'm not a law student. But of all things I don't know why accounting major like us are forced to study this subjec. Law is definately not my forte. Mine is sleeping and doing nothing in my spare time :P

updates !!

The lack of update recently shows that either im neglecting this blog or I wonder what is going on in life that i need to blog about. This seems pretty mundane such that I spend alot more time studying for my finals. I hate exams... I hate work...Next best option is to be a bum.

I realised that Im getting really lazy to dress up. To wear that pair of strappy heels I have, to wear that short micro mini skirt I used to adore or just dress up on sunday for church. I guess I was an enthusiastic in dressing up last time because 2 days a week stuck in a uniform and then comes sunday for dress up day. With college now, trying to choose an outfit that is comfortable and wont get me into trouble with perverts on the KTM or while walking to the train station is like a chore that comes sunday I have no mood to dress up. Strappy heels that i usually hunt while on shopping is being swapped with flats. I find that i dress decently in church or anywhere else rather than the spaghetti strap or the bare back that I so love very much when my daddy think its "not enough cloth material". yes, this girl is loosing her young side already.. just when im at the right age to wear it as my daily attire.

On the hind side, there are penguins in KL. Ah... yeah, I read about it just that someone went to confirm it :P. It was something that I planned to do, just as I planned to go to the zoo or go to aquaria KLCC or even petrosains or an island trip..that bugger beat me to it first as well. Well, at least there are penguins here in KL.

Came online to see where is ameba. He's probably sleeping already. Thoughts of sms-ing him occured but then again, its not that important. Will catch up with that organism another time. Holly Cole's playing in my head. Probably because of "Bleach" ending theme song. Cant see cK online too.. its been such a long time since I saw him.. He's also going to beat me to the island trip. Its not fair when I have to study while they go have fun. Haven't thought of where to go or shall I just go join circle k annual team building trip? It'll probably be in some jungle and not beside the beach. So much activities will leave me breathless and exhausted over the weekend and then rush like mad for lectures as the team building will commence once we settle in for classes and tutorials.

Someone's going to have a gf. I can smell it :). I'm glad but then at the same time I cant help but feel the apprehension of it. Rumours will start like bush fire but then again, rumours that has nothing to do with me. Penguin is beautiful so take care of her. Looks too fragile, so dun break someone's heart. 25 ain't that far away, I saw the look on your face when you talk about her. You lighted up like a light bulb literally. I hate to say this but I'm jealous.

On the other hand getting attention from someone who just broke up seems not right. Its not like I can stop you from basking in that attention that you love. When the ex-gf spite me because I'm your good friend and ignores you because she's just hurt from that recent breakup. The fault isn't our or his or even her. It somehow boils down to the very fact that when people are in emotional distress just like when I'm in financial distress, we tend to rely on those that gives the attention that you need. We tend to divert the attention that once was yours to the new someone that maybe was conveniently arround. At this point in time, I also can't understand what I'm trying to say. The attention without the commitment.

I want to go shopping.. to just dissolve in bliss that i know would just be the right theraphy. But then again, no money so how to theraphy? yes, I need theraphy.. where is the half past six psychologist?

exam stress?

Here i am in the middle of the exam study break blogging. Alot have been going through my mind lately. One of it is exams, how am i going to cope with the subject but sadly I have decided to let my emotions over ride my senses. It all started with the green eye monster again. Yes, I'm sure its getting pretty boring but then again, why do i care so much about the ex crush he had or the calls he made to her or when he got bored of reitterating that he loves me and no one else? somehow this minor setback has really really ruined my day. Yes i know i have priorities, I feel like i need to just have calm nerves right now and nothing seems to help. Pushing it to the back of the mind seems oni to help in the first few hours. Then it seems i cant really give in 100% anymore. Yes, this is scary... I know i have to study but here i am ranting about it. Its damn dumb really. anyway this is not helping... I think i going off them .. nites everybody !