chicken firsts, our courteousy : NONE

While the market traders association is trying to promote chicken consumption at the market, I as a Malaysian felt utterly disgusted at how we malaysians acted upon the free birds that was on the table for consumption. Especially for those at Malacca, all those free chicken pilled up on the table and all fears of bird flu are thrown out of the window. Those that were there rushed as though we had a famine in the country, We were not courteous at the table just as we are not courteous on the road. We became selfish and greedy people that one person pilled up their plates with 10 pieces of chicken. That within 10 minutes, nothing was left for those who were behind those first few that crowded the table. It was even more apparent that people "ta pau" by bringing plastic bags and filling it up to the brim for their extended family. The kiasu-ism was being so apparent that we aren't even remotely near to our neighbour down at the straits.

The next day, the same type of event was held at Penang. With their majority population being chinese and I though kiasu-ism was at its level best to compete with the Singaporeans, it was a timid affair with no rush whatsoever. People were even queing up for food not like our counter parts in Malacca.

I'm not belittling or being prejudice towards Malacca-nians because my best buddy is from Malacca. I'm just very disgusted by the fact that people rushed as though we had famine in the land. Or we are just very poor people that havent had even tasted chicken meat, even "ta-pau" for our extended family or "ta pau" to last us 3 square meals that day.I seriously do hope that those who rushed and pilled their plates up with 10 chicken or even "ta pau" a little too much are those who are needy or have no money to buy food and not just being greedy.

We Malaysians claim to be courteous people, but when it comes to free food at the table, we throw our courteousy out of the window. We claim to be a rising nation but with courteousy like that we ain't rising anywhere. Even the homeless in America don't rush that way... they lined up for food every evening at the charity food organisation to feed them. I'm not looking up towards America... but I just can't help to compare when we are always potrayed as courteous. Buck up people, we ain't going anywhere with that kind of attitude that is apparent when free food is available (or even how we use our public toilets for the matter)

Rising nation my ass !!!

*rants*

oh...to my surprise when i open my email, I saw a post by eric on his journal. To be included in his list while most of the time when we're talking online or even face to face, I would be very sarcastic to him and John, It gives me great pleasure to be his friend. hehehe... anyway Eric, I don't go to your journal, I normally receive updates on your journal via email and that makes reading much easier... thus, always lazy to comment because I gotta log in and all that...and since you bitch and rant about the no reply, I then realise I should link you from my blog and thus it makes viewing and leaving a reply easier (i hope!...but then again, NOT)

p.s eric, the printer now works fine when my brother printed some notes for his college. Just that it ran out of blue ink when he printed the pictures because its all yellow and red :P

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*looks at the keyboard, looking for the rant button*

*found rant button, pressed it once*

rant button didnt work

*pressed rant button harder and with more force this time*

it still don't work

*pressed it continously and faster repetitively*

system hangs with pop up stating *be gentle you asshole*

arrrgghhhh.... contains emotions while *pressing rant button once*

shouted "stupid system", while pulling hair off my scalp !

I cannot believe that I have a presentation and a law exam paper on the same day back to back while now I'm suppose to study for a finance subject that left me with black eye bags making me have the apperance of a raccoon while I just presented 3 law journals that I felt like I want to throw everything out of the window. I have not seen fuzzy for one and half week, it will soon adds up to two weeks due to the hectic schedule I got. Does him seeing me less, makes him love me less? *shrugs shoulder* probably not i suppose. Even with my mid sem holiday I so looked forward too, it leaves a bitter after taste in my mouth due to the fact that I have part A of a case study I'm suppose to hand in to our lecturer right back from the one week break. yes, that shows while we have no classes, we are given the opportunity to use it for assignsments !!

printer blues

My blasted home printer has been giving me problem. It didn't kick up a fuss yesterday when my sister was using it. When I needed to print an important article, It kicked up a whole lot of fuss starting from not being able to print the whole document but just a few lines. I tried all sorts of troubleshooting method, but it didnt work. My sis and bro was too busy watching crocodile dundee on tv after a hearty 9 course meal at my cousin's wedding hence the "snake" mode. No one came to the rescue while the damsel(fat one) was in distress. In the end, I think I shall do the last minute print job in college.

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According to lostsoul and cK, I gained alot of weight. They of course being such good friends of mine slapped me with the statement "wow, you getting fat already huh. Whats your secret?" According to him, I became Chloe of the Smallville series. Yes, that means fat and flabby. My secret is snacking at 2am(studying) due to gastric pain. Yes, the moment I feel the piercing pain in my stomach, I stuffed my face with food. Sigh... plus the lunches I have with Luke twice a week and boys being boys insist on eating rice for lunch or not they will feel hungry an hour after lunch. Yes, people... I'm fat and I decide to cut down on my food because this lazy bum does not or is too lazy to exercise. I will cut lunch and have liquid diet, cut down on rice during dinner and drink water when I'm hungry in the middle of the night. Say good bye to french fries... to chocolates.. to my favourite coke cause of the high sugar content... and ice creams.. now I feel like crying ): I need to loose weight fast... I know whats the best remedy(breaking up with fuzzy), but lostsoul says don't punish him(lostsoul) just because I need to loose weight and its all because he's(fuzzy) the only one thats willing to drive when no one wats too... yes, jump on the bandwagon and milk the cow ... evil friends I got. Ahh...crap, loosing weight seems so easy last time..not now though.

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Anyway John send me something online. According to him, this is the japanese version of porn dvd cover he saw somewhere online...

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yes, pictures of pussy literally

Anyway John,.... alwiz say no to porn

error, mid sem exams and "coach"

Technical error occur on friday. Due to unforseen circumstances, I can't view my blog so I sought help from fuzzy. Loo and behold, someone can't resist to sabotage my blog by adding his point of view in the previous post and claim he got a review for his Dota rates. I know since petrol has increase, everything has increase but of course, I haven't increase the rates for the Dota session or probably I shall insert a floor price for it?

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My CFA mid sem test was this morning. I only had a 3 hour sleep and during that time, it felt like a 20 min nap. I studied for one whole week for this freaking subject... either im dumb or that paper was freaking tough. At the end of the 2 hour, i suppose i felt more relieved that its over and very exhausted as though my eyeball wants to roll out of its socket. Now, I have another 2 more paper, 3 more law journals and assignments to catch up on.

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Fuzzy gave me this... anyway not exactly fuzzy cuz someone else told him to choose one and take. Hehe... yeah, I wish it was a coach bag :) but then again, a bag can't be that small to fit into a small tiny box. Its a key chain anyway... a nice bling bling key chain that could substitute as a bling bling pendant when I need it to. But of course, bling bling pendant like what Usher or 50 cents wear is not my style.

This is the box... I love it

This is the "bling bling" keychain studded with according to fuzzy, swarovski crystal. nah.. i dun think so

I doubt I will use it as a keychain. I think is such a waste to use it as a key chain. So I suppose I'm gonna hang it around my neck on my handbag. Anyway my coach keychain, its a high end fake. hehehhe

boo..

I guess I can relate to how complacency creeps into a relationship. While it's not a bad thing, it is certainly not the best of things that you hope your relationships will have. "Strengths: Understanding, Both likes ice-cream and silly movies about kids with who practice witchcraft, complacency." See? It doesn't sound good, other than the ice-cream bit.

Still, it helps to know that she contantly reminds me that a relationship is not a car on an empty road, we can't simply let our hands go and let it steer itself down the highway of life. While most look at it as a weakness, an annoyance, I look at it as a sweet reminder that I'll always have to work for her love, because it works that way and this little things is what keeps me from forgetting the reason I love her.

So go ahead doe, be yourself. I love you for who you are, not what you can or should be, I've told you that before. I know you'll do the same to me too :)

woman, watches and exams

We are a pretty funny thing because no matter how much a guy knows us, they won't really know what's going on inside our head. A lot of little secrets hidden and the best part, if one hides it well..no worries about anyone finding out about it.

When both you and your boyfriend compete for the same thing and when we(woman) loose, we become sore loosers. We feel incompetent and upset. We are jealous of his victory. I suppose, this don't just apply to woman, it also applies to man. But of course, everyone has a different approach to things.

But then again, when we are better than our partners we would then tell ourself that he's not stable, he don't give the reassurance I need or how can one rely on him or why I can't look up to him. Yes, we are somesort so hard to please and a worry wart. At times like this, I wonder why we can't make up our mind on what we want.

Quote of the week " I feel like an ant standing beside the elephant"

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Now, this is an irritating watch. You cant get it here in Malaysia. And it probably cost a bomb I supposed. And no, I don't have this watch. It's stupid anyway

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My mid sem exam is coming one at a time. starting from next week onwards. Ah, so much for the student bliss of having more time for myself. This particular finance subject worries me. So much calculation to do just for one question and I have 3 of them, with additional 20MCQ. Law its like one long ass essay and not forgetting I have another 3 more journals due by the end of next week. yes, time passes so fast that we're now in week 6 of lecture.

I'm scared of my exams. I always get scared of them. Nothing changes after being in the education system for 15 years. aarrRGGGHHHH !!!!!!

P.s : To both Jeremy and my brother, congrats for all those A's you guys got in your SPM exams.

P.s: To fuzzy, your 2.50 rate for dota will be up for review to see whether it will be abolished or not. Get a good lawyer, like Dylan McDermott.

birthday's wishes and what not

Thanks everyone for your wishes during my birthday.

cheong hui - james - azah - stephanie - yuen chi - yen lee - keng aik - wei hern - kuhan - huey yon - yee mun - zaini - kai leung - kah kah - rainie - gerald - param - jan - koon tee - john - chee sheng

To my bunch of friends... thanks for spending a night with me on my birthday eve. Though its not a big loud party, having you guys there brighten up my night. Though it was not a romantic dinner for two, thanks fuzzy for brightening up my life by being there. To cK whom gladly borrrowed us his living room on his cavanzi couch, watching American Idol and sipping golden nectar through out the night.To Arun who brought his camera along, to lostsoul whom shared the cake and to bert whom came on the last few hours to make all this a blast. To the Mrs, at least u spoilt my night. Thanks for not turning up. I called you along because I didn't want you to find out from the rest that you're not invited. I treaet you as my best friend, but u screw it up. I'm so tired of justifying myself, from now on... as cK put it, just don't bother about it.

Anyway, a few pictures from the night thanks to Arun's laziness... I didnt get the whole thing. Just a few he deemed important.

Now, just as the clock tick towards midnight, I got a b'day cake thanks to the guys. And thanks to them, I got them all over my face. yes, cK..i heard u telling them to blame it on fuzzy. Yes, a bad picture of me and it looks as though someone punched me right in the face and I'm bleeding all over. I even have icing cream up my nose thanks to cK and his bright idea. Yes, this is what childhood friends do to each other.

"Bloody Woman" this was cK's caption

A group picture at 2.45am with bert literally passed out

An attempt to wake bert up brought us to this shot

me n cK with fuzzy's sunroof down. Yeah, we're cruising at 3 am

me and fuzzy on the sunroof.

This year, my cake was not from the place that lostsoul claim to grant wishes. Its from the same place where my cake came from last year. I commented that it didnt grant my wish last year. But Lostsoul justified by saying it didnt grant what I wished for but I got what I needed.

Arun commented that Fuzzy drives a white boat, extra body kit and its tinted to the max that's not approved by jpj. I agreed.

Anyway people, guess what fuzzy got me this time..................that penguin got me another rock !!

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It's a real one and my mom thinks I should not keep it. Too expensive and all the tied on implication that casual friends(yes, mum's in denial) should not accept such expensive and extravagant gift.

Fuzzy's so sweet, he remembered when I told him that I want a rock for my wedding band... and no, we're not married plus he didnt propose. I'm sure he's broke now and its all because of me

lame post

I love marachino red cherries.

I love mcDonald's french fries...nothing compares to it not even long john silvers.

I am so gonna love bullying fuzzy's puppy..but no sign of the puppy yet.

Or shall i demand for a hamster so that i can bully that little bugger?

I love snickers bar ice cream.

My birthday is coming soon ... while Eric wrote a meaningful post...i wrote this crap due to lame ideas on my brain.

Why do people only post something on their blog when they are angry? People share more of their unhappy times compare to their good times. At this juncture... i felt hurt