my baby...

After two months of working for this company, I realise that I would miss the hours of internet surfing in the afternoon, certain people that's been kind to me and of course all the mind boggling compressors. My boss called me into the office and asked me what I thought of my work, what i thought about the environment and how would they improved. At the end of the meeting he gave me a reward. RM 50 for a job well done. To me, I was just doing my job but he said that there is a difference between doing your job and a job well done. I suppose, he was happy with the way I handled things and of course his occasional headaches.

I had lunch with two business line manager today, one manager and a sales engineer. We had penang food and of course, they asked me whether I would come back and work for them again. It was a surprised to me when they asked me that. But then of course life is full of surprises.

Just before I leave the company, my baby( as those sales executive called them) the air compressor I meant had fallen down from a 10 feet hill top in the project site it was at. Just as they were meant to shift back, It topple down from the crane that was lifting if to the lorry. It suffered severe damanges and cost a few hundred thousand to repair them. At least no one was hurt in the process because the crane toppled over with the compressor and the man who manned the crane suffered just slight bruise and cuts.

bad shape

inside all gone

trying to lift it back up again

At the end of the day, I learned alot in this company. Alof of the products and of course for an accounting student, I dealt with compressor that wont start up, transporter and knowing what kinda of lorry that fits and customers that gives a headache. A summer job well spend on.

tag and surf :)

I've been tagged...

Write an entry between 100-200 words, with these words included once, and once only.

I
me
blowjob
grapes
random
power
loneliness
water
robot
blue

Out of the 10 words, you can only change 2 words.

right... now here's my story.

I grabbed a cluster of grapes from the counter top in my kitchen, plonked myself down in front of the TV and randomly selected a dvd that's package in a blue cover with no title whatsoever. Set the dvd player and switch on the power button, while calling my dog to come watch it with me.Feeling loneliness creeping inside me, I snuggled closer towards Robot, my dog. The movie began with picturesque clear blue water and all of a sudden, it turned into a pornography with a fat lady so busy giving this obese dude a blowjob. And I went like... WTF !!

hehehe... gross ain't it. Plus I have no creative imagination whatsoever. Now, the best part is I got to tagged this to the following ppl:

ameba
tan jook voon <--- weird !!
alec

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The bloody XAHS425 didnt want to start this morning plus they change the solenoid yesterday. It gave me the creep as the transporter was already there. At least he got the measurement wrongly and gotta go back to take another lorry( I didnt arrange for transport this time <--- customer's fault) . I whispered a prayer... "please make the machine start..please" ..and then... what glorious sound fill the air... It started and began polluting the air with black smoke. I heaved a sight of relief and went back to the ice box (my office)

I had a good sleep last night. Came back home from work and started sleeping at 6.30 till this morning 6.30. I skipped last nite's dinner but of course, being deprived of sleep for a few days makes that experience heavenly. I woke up this morning to 4 sms asking me am i still asleep or what. hehe...

I guess, its time to remove the wisdom tooth that's giving me the nagging dull pain on my lower left gum. That plaguing me with off and on pain plus a need to waste rm300 to remove it with a minor surgery. I dun mind paying but then for one week I cant eat or rather taste blood in my mouth... blehhh........

My mom started lecturing me on herpes. This STD is a virus that when one is infected by it, you're a carrier for life. When its flared up, you could transmit it through kissing and even sharing of eating utensils and even blowjob. Anyway herpes can be genitilia herpes and also cold sore around the mouth also known as herpes. anyway... scary shit about this virus is its pretty much like HIV, no cure to it cuz ur a herpes carrier for life and also medicine can only contain the virus not remove it. My info might no be accurate, do surf the web for more info.

surprised...its a phase

My colleague was called out at 4pm to the reception. To her surprise, she got a bouquet of red roses n white lilies for her one year anniversary today. Very sweet of her husband..

I think its a phase.. my dad don't do that for my mom. The only time he does this is every other year he gets her something for her b'day. This year it was SKII products. He lumps the whole valentines, birthdays and anniversary together. Plus i guess my dad was this romantic only for the first 8-10 years of his marriage. I can't even remember nowdays does he still calls my mom dear.

And my poor friend is fretting that now he prefers to have his time alone instead of seeing his gf everyday. hhaahah...bloody phase !

"an apple is an apple" depending on one's perspective

For two months I've been travelling in the company transport. And of course, it's always accompanied by the radio. The driver is a malay and naturally, she listens to malay song. I've always shunned malay songs due to the fact that malaysian don't sing any good one. But when good songs are played on air, I don't deny they're good. The song below is my favourite song for this week and for weeks to come till I get bored listening to it on the radio. Of course it has the Indonesian influence, hence making it better :)

Dunia Batinku - Spider/Ella

Selaluku bayangkan bagaimanakah
agaknya rasa ditempatmu
disamping kekasih yang membelai
hati dan perasaanmu oh kawanku

malu ku nak cerita
kerana ku tak mahu kau sampai baca rahsiaku
biarlah tak siapa yang tahu
gejolak didunia batinku

zahir kau lihat bukan segala-gala
bibir tersenyum menutup jiwa yang luka
zahir kau lihat hanya antara lapis
mataku sinar bergenang tangis

memang nasib bercinta
kerap terhenti disimpang hidup, rindu dan cahaya
kekasih yang setia
kekasih yang amat sempurna cintanya

demi cinta yang benar...

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I dislike rude people. Everyone seems touchy this days. Thus making me pissed at the world. Everyone thinks they're right, everyone demands everything to be done NOW. And of course, the temporary girl gets all the dirty job where no one has the time to complete them. At least today, boss isn't around and the technician is down in Sarawak again. I've completed mailing all the 490 catalogues, with 5 envelopes returned back to sender because those company has shifted. Sticking stamps this second round makes me more efficient and I've of course learn to do it faster and cut down time spend on sticking it to 1/4 of the time I first took to stick those bloody stamps.

CNY is around the corner and I can't wait for it to materialise due to the fact that I could sleep all day and do nothing but laze around.

Chronicles of Narnia isn't all that a compelling read as I thought it would be. The lion, the witch and the wardrobe seems like the only book worth reading out of the 2 series I've read. I still plan to finish reading the rest of the 5 books to get a nice dose of C.S Lewis. Mum borrowed Catch 22 by Joseph Heller. I'll start on that book after Fuzzy finishes with them.

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"but I consider lucky la, one year no need to wash clothes, got ppl help to wash."

To comment on the fact that your ex gf washed your clothes for you for the past one year to your current gf is just inviting the green eye monster to manifest itself. When it do, somehow you won't be too pleased with the outcome. Let sleeping dogs lie, you don't need the extra burden. These kind of comment should only be kept and used when she's comfortble enough and have no room for these kinda jealousy to erupt. My friend, the comment above isn't at all neutral. For it to be neutral, its best not to be mentioned at all. In my interpretation, its like... I'm not good enough for you because I don't do your laundry and you telling "please don't terasa" ... I will definately terasa.

"One would definitely be much happier if one see things simple and do not over analyse things. An apple is an apple. Do not view it as " a fruit which might have the potential chemicals which can ward of cancer or stuff like that." "

That statement my dear friend, applies to only guys and the simple minded girls. For complicated creature like me n her, we always over analyse things and let our immagination run wild. Until its too late when jealousy crept right behind oneself before anyone knows what's going on.

mommy

As we were on our way to the shopping centre, mum told me that I should find a guy that would be secure financially in the future. A person who's 2-3 years older, more mature and knows what they want in their life. One that's settled down and not some that behaves like some hormone raging teenage boy. Yes, I can't help but do agree with her. She asked me about Fuzzy, I told her he's my bf. Are you going serious with him? I told her, I'm not sure where that path leads because life is uncertain. So yes, he is my bf.

Mum thinks Fuzzy can't give me the security she(mum) needs. heehe. yeah... she's a practical woman, and unfortunately I inherited her genes compared to my dad's cool level headed rationality. Fuzzy can't think of his life goals nor motivation in life. He's majoring in psychology which in Malaysia, job scope for that kind of major isn't all too popular or in demand. She know's how hard it is to earn a living to support her kids. We aren't well off but I guess we were comfortable financially. Anyway who am i to judge Fuzzy how to run his life? My sense of security seems shaky but of course, Im a sucker for good looks and his heart that treats me like his PRINCESS. hehehhe....

Anyway, just as Fuzzy reasoned... Its better that she don't like me than him not liking my mom. This complex situation doesnt bother him. But it does bother me. sigh... life... you don't always get what you want.

whatnots

I went shopping last monday after work with SM. walked into the jusco's anti theft plastic pole that was located at their every enterance. My brow bone on my left side of the face hurts. Each time I touch it, I winced in pain. It was due to the fact that SM made some comment about the shop just before the entrance. I as usual, was looking at the shop and walked into that bloody thing. My fault. I felt so stupid.

On the other hand, I bought a pink shoe, a pink top and a purple shorts. Yes, the colour seems so girlish nowdays. Not my fault. SM's been telling me I have too much black or white in my wardrobe.

JT seems pissed at me. Though he says in due time it will subside into nothingness, I cant help but think of what had happened. On top of that, with his hp barred... whatever I do seems to have no response(not that i did much anyway). I felt uncomfortable calling his bro hp to explain myself. ..sigh

My boss will be away for 3 days. the technician is also away for some briefing to enter the shell plant at bintulu. And here I am blogging. heeheh. now, must get back to work.

...scrap the earlier post

sigh...everything has gone wrong now

my COKE

I'm sorry that I couldnt come out of my office at 9.50am for a 1.5l bottle of COKE. Thanks for making the effort deer. You drove half and hour just to make me happy. I love you deer

snipets..

Every evening after work I dread the walk back where I have to pass by some gym. Idiots have always cat call, asking my name and even asked for my phone number. Having to wait for my dad is somewhat more idiotic. It gives those who are brave enough to pass me their name cards. I on the other hand tries to walk slower to reach the other side so that i can meet my dad on time. At times when i do get a name card, I try not to retort with a sacarstic reply so that it seems I'm somewhat boring. Leave me alone... but fuzzy say I SS. What an idiot.

Somehow, Fuzzy makes me happy. Always the stupid joke. Always the silly antics, and its always the silly gestures we show. At times, he gets on my nerves and at times i get pretty pissed, I gives him the cold stare. It somehow scares me, it feels like all is going to spiral down into nothingness. Whatever little we share seems not enough for him or is it not good enough for me?

Fuzzy have too much burden. Too much at times I think it robbed him off his single life. I'm not talking about me, but he has too much responsibilities to his family and those who rely on him. It hurts to see him like that, but there is nothing much I could do. To top it up, when i hit my mood swings, I expect him to "be the cheer provider, the silly clown, the stupid lover"..yeah i ripped that from his statement. I'm sorry fuzzy, I guess as much as I hope I'm a grown up, I still am pretty much immature and very much spoilt. Thanks for spoiling me though. Come one year, I bet you're bored of this. Then you would move on. Everyone pretty much did the same thing to me. Thats life, you win some, you loose some.

I went shopping last saturday. At the end I got what I wanted and something I wasn't looking for. A corduroy jacket which at least doesn't look so formal and a mouisturizer that cost RM90 which fuzzy think its unnecessary but most important to me. We had fun, I went broke at the end of the day. Left with RM2 in my wallet. I think, I'll have to survive on that till the end of the month? Time to call upon undue debts.

I'm getting bored of my job. I think I won't last even 20 years of working next time. The only motivation next time would be the same motivation now, MONEY. This is so freaking bad, if you don't work, you won't get paid. The only time one would get paid while on 2 months break is when you are on maternity leave. Considering the fact that I find kids such nuisance in life at this point, I can't see having them.

My cousin's getting married but I'm not attending. The bride's having the dinner and they gave the guys 4 table. That means, my uncle and aunt ain't sponsoring his wedding. Anyway, Fuzzy says.. wedding is such a social event in this part of the world. Its pretty screwed when you invite one and not the other.

more pictures

Cindy send these to me, some which one could laugh your ass off..

this is what happen when you're drunk. gay posers

look at the idiot that got pushed on his head

My bunch of friends

In between dinner, a change of evening gown

Sm getting married is old news. One week already. Thats old

after effect

After being in a fowl mood the whole morning, I got some time to reflect on what was my behaviour and why I acted that way. To sum it all up, I was being childish and tempremental, can't take criticism and I've gotta learn to eat all that shit up or not I will be the biggest looser next time in the working world. I guess, now I could see why college life isn't so bad after all.

To top it up, I ate chocolate which makes me happy all the way through morning and now in the afternoon, I got a better substitute. Thinner, Turpentine or Glue used by the workers in fixing those cabinets. Im not a Glue sniffer but then I guess, this smell appeal to some. Its like a mix of petrol and some other substance. I guess if this substance does make one high, I should be hitting the clouds right about now because I been indulging in this bit for over an HOUR. Its so strong, people made comment that we can all 'feng tau'

On a side note, I went to pasar malam after what seems years of no pasar malam. I guess, the last time I went there was to accompany my mom do grocery shopping while it was 2 years back when I went there to just walk about with my friends. Trend this days include fermented taufoo fried and dipped in sweet sauce and pickled hot cabbage. Rm2 and what smelly experience. Walking at night, with a gentle breeze holding hands seems perfect. But I guess, reality kicks in when you walk with a throng of crowd and the roads are wet and people kicks up water while walking through soggy soaked cardboard boxes on the road to absorb water doesnt make it all too goo either.

I heard of the work 'tikam' because its a word my friend used back in my tar college days to tembak her MCQ questions. To us back in klang, we use tembak. She, uses tikam. Fuzzy used that word yesterday at pasar malam. He went like, we will go play tikam. Much to his amusement, I have no idea what was it. It was found at the stall that sells odds and ends. All those hairbands and rubber bands, all those sweets and tit bits. A box that those small boys picked out small sized cardboard stamp size which when peeled off revealed either a "terima kasih" or "10" or when you're lucky "50". he played a ringgit, won back rm0.80. To me its a lost of 20 cents. wasted. just like that. Thats why I cant see that point in gambling. Either you loose or either you win. But most likely the probability of loosing is high although it defeats the purpose of probabily of equal chance of loosing and winning 50%-50%. Call me bias, because I am.

I was called into my bosses office, he asked me whether I feel offended just now when he said that. I told him yes. He then explain, he had some problems, and then she on the line talked in a rude manner. scolding the wrong person. I guess, no one appreciates being talked too rudely early in the morning. All is forgotten, I wanna go pasar malam again. Somehow saw alot of things which was amusing.

p.s: I'm sorry for being rude to everyone this morning. Especially to Idiot for being evil this last few days.

From HELL he cometh and everything else

It was usual routine today in the morning. Except for friday the 13th, it didnt strike me as a bad day with bad luck untill i heard the radio while i was at the reception counter covering for my friend as per instruction because of some meeting everyone have to go.

I received a call for "my boss". As usual, i took a message because he's not in. Anyway, after passing the message, I got screwed at the reception desk. "Its not for me, Its a hardware shop calling to speak to S from AET company.Don't forget we have 3 companies in this building and I'm not the only one with the name.Next time check first, don't simply pass the call" How the fuck would i know there's another S from AET? that fucking S left ages ago and that bloody hardware store asked for him. I persume its for my boss naturally due to the very fact that I can't find another S on the fucking list I was told who's extention is whom. Wat a fucked up day. You dickhead, spoilt my day, you dumbass made me fuming mad. I was on the verge of tears when i told myself, why cry for an ass.

Some dickhead complained about me to a staff yesterday while i was covering the front desk. He fucking say I was rude cuz all i said was a Hello. He went on telling her that its not this company standard to answer that way. Use your fucking head to think dumbass, i said hello, XXXX. And its bloody not my job to be at the reception. I didnt have proper training to fucking handle 4 incoming calls all at once and receiving those delivery boy at the door. Fucking 10min at the reception and it landed me with bad bad luck.

On top of that i got mad at fuzzy. Fucking think of his friends first. Answered me with answers that wants me to kick him right at his shin bone. How much of a dickhead can he be at times? at times it doesnt bother me, but it sure did on that day. To top it up, lostsoul made a comment that hit it right at home "you can't even send your gf back, you wanna send me home?" fuck those whole lot of ppl. Fuck Sm cuz of the small comment "so like that whr we gonna sit?" which i took note. Fuck you that i have to everytime please you.

My mood went down the drain, my temper i have to keep it in check. I so wanted to shout to my boss and say, fuck this... I'm quitting. You're lousy.

Anyway, have a good day people. A long day ahead for me.

Compensation Scheme

Now, to compensate for all those ugly photo's taken from my friend's wedding dinner, i shall post up one scanned copy of the photo i have the privillege to keep as a memorablia. I know, its not my wedding. I too wanna look that good(bloody narcisst talking) too. With good lighting and good makeup with a canggih photographer makes it all the more extraordinary. With good photographer, a photo does not really needs photoshopping. Us with no skill what-so-ever needs all the extra help we can get.

To the newlyweds, I hope u guys have alot of love, romanticism after donkey years of marriage and happiness. I share your joy, SM that finally you're married to the one guy you love the most. Congratulations to both of you.


p.s : SM you lost your bet the last time we're at mamak. You married him in the end. After all those "I wont marry him or date" him because its all over between you guys, one year was all it took to get back together and plan a wedding after that. Inseparable I guess.

My best friend's wedding

The bride and groom.

So sweet right?

Thanks for the photo contribution didie & Soe

Fresh Drew and Cindy

Damien and Mel

Wah..Shark's Fin..Yum..!!

Hehe...my favourite food..

Yum... yum.. not waiting for anyone. no chance this one

wow... yes the food is great
Chill dude..not too fast. nothing left for me

Shit u albert. Is this all I got?

Nah...you can have this

Group pose at the end of the dinner

And another one for the road

present hunting

I'm suppose to buy something for my friend's wedding this weekend. Since she's staying with her in laws indefinately, I guess she's not moving out or havin a place on her own. As her husband is the only son in the family, it become's his duty to take care of his parents.

Her mother in law is one "pantang" lady. She got strict instruction that certain zodiac animals aren't suppose to enter the room. She's suppose to come over at certain time on certain day and even the arrangement in her cupboard was rearranged much to my friend's simmering anger.

Friday at her house for the bachelor party wasnt anything great. As there was so many people in her house, we didnt really had a chance to talk to her. the thing i remembered most was giving her the wedding present and picking Ck from the pudu bus station at 11pm. Missing out all the best part of her bachelorette party. When we got back to her place, there wasnt anything much left to eat.

I hope she loves her Aussino's bed sheets and quily cover. I enjoyed shopping for it and i think its lovely.

mum's birthday

happy birthday ma!!

have a blast this year. love you loads !!