obscure thoughts

im flat in front but i have a big ass to compensate it plus im bleeding cuz it that time of the month. things get worst whn the pain and cramps sets in. why must i be a girl... why must i bleed every other month... i wanna be a boy.yes EJ, i know i used to dressed like one and cycle around to tuition, cursing and swearing as efficient as cch while i parked my bike at an old folks home.anyway point is, i hate having periods... but whn my period dont come..it makes me worried.

john is thinner than me n its not fair, plus i dowan to look like him..wat an irony. he eats but wont even put on an ounce. how come that only happens to guys? girls should be that way instead. makes life easier and there's no need of slimming centre and spending so much money on trying to be reed thin.

my exam is this friday, the following monday and then wednesday. im getting bored with it already and it havent even started yet.im looking forward to the one week mid sem holidays thats coming after that.

my ex bf is a vain pot ..hahaha

my sis aint at home for the week as she's back on campus ground and wont hog the comp 24/7 plus my bro is banned from the computer as he spend so much time playing that pansy game according to jan

my best fren is ignoring me cuz i didnt do damage control

fuzzy makes me smile :) plus i LOA

the "herd mentality"

my good friend asked me to go clubbing with her on a sat nite. i wasnt too keen as it involves coming home at 5am and it'll pissed my mom good for the whole coming week. so, i told her if ck goes, i'll tag along. turns out ck isnt comin back for the weekend, n S wasnt too keen on goin to that particular club and i wasnt into the clubbing mode this weekend. well, she go damn pissed and obscenities was in her purest form as S got a phone call from her. n i got a phone call from S to do damage control meaning i just have gotta go clubbing. but i didnt want to. i know it seems like im a crowd follower... yes i have the herd mentality. sometimes i find that i cant say no to her. sometimes i find that i lost my sense of say as she alwiz says im a party spoiler and i'll give in to her wishes. anyway, she lied at the end of the day about not goin to the club. she went without cch. i wonder shall i laugh or be angry about it? i care about how she feels... cuz she's my best fren. i care enough about our friendship... sigh... its hard enough to please everyone i suppose...so i guess she'll probably ignore me for the comin weeks.

beryl's choc factory trip on sat with circle k and the klang oprhanage kids was a success. we had a blast... ate tons of samples and i bought rm20 worth of choc. yes yes...aphrodisiac quality n bla bla bla...photo's of that trip will be up soon whn i get the pictures and learn to use photobucket.

anyway, thanks to EJ for setting this account up for me. i know im too lazy to set them up for myself. thanks to alec for the html tutorial at 2am. john, the choc factory trip was a success...

girdle-L --->agathian shelter visit

i just received the pictures from the agathian shelter visit circle k conducted last semester. i vividly remembered i went for this visit because i needed something to fill up my time last sem due to breaking up a few days before that. pictues bring back good memories as we spend time with the underprivilege and makes us think about how lucky we are in having loved ones around. i know now as i could reflect on it and smile at it now.

this was taken before we made our way to the shelter at taylor's biz school

group pic taken at agathian shelter itself

the newspaper game we played. winner of the game as the pose below

i enjoyed the games at the park. yes, the girl in the middle is the president of the club :)

group pic taken at the park for the press release pic see fuz, i got long hair la last time...

anyway EJ suggested that i should start a club with the name girdle-L, thus the title of this post.

welcome people

i migrated from another place. decided its time to start off new although my previous blog holds many good and bad memories. maybe i prefer to remain anonymous as im not sure who views this blog. anyway for those who knows me...

ck - thanks for being with me through all the shit i had, having and will have
S - thanks for being there also when i needed to cry
fuz - thanks for making me smile and laugh and enjoy life once again
Sm - my best and very good fren... may u be happy alwiz. plz give me ur support in watever i do. try not to make judgement before anything happen.
john - try to put on more weight okie
fc - such a smug lookin cat u have

plus my favourite word these days is "okie" hahahha... did i turn into somewhat docile? i doubt it . i still have my fangs and claws intact. heheheh

to EJ, i do have a big butt...the pictures say so