silence

Its been some time since i wrote something here. Things have been the same since i came back from the Taipei / Hong Kong trip. Work, work and more work.

My sis has already found a job. I think her job is more interesting that what i do everyday. Compare to what my sis is doing, at times i feel like giving up on what I am doing. At times i feel like there is just too much excitement and at times i think, i hate the job. I hate it when my section head gives me a hard time. How the hell would i know how to do it when your're the one that taught me in the first place how to perform my task. And then come back and bite me when i highlighted the item. WTF man, can you like be consistent. Dont shoot that kind of nasty email. I can also shoot one back at you and CC the whole world on how my section head is so damn farking stupid.

Ok, here i am slocking on my work laptop to complete what was being tasked to me. Something that was not in my portfolio, thrown at me to solve the issue. Sigh....boring la...always take back over problematic issue.

I have a dreadful feeling that on fuzzy's birthday i will have to come back to work due to conversion of the FXD products mainly currency option. Sigh, why must it be me? raya....its raya. Aih... but the girl is coming back to work to complete her BAU already what. Why cant she just do the small portion? its not tht hard anyway. Havent even buy Fuzzy's present. Have no idea some more.

my cousin's wedding was.... a chinese wedding. Same like bert's wedding. Loud, noisy and trashy karoake session. drunk groom adds to the highlight of the evening. As i am close to bert, i was invited. Unfortunately S and CK was not. And...guess who i saw at the wedding...wahahhahah...no prizes for being correct.

Euphoria was good. i think i can do it every weekend. So, Ameba....when is the next one? CK is having alot of this and i'm having so little.

till next post. ciao

updates

Time flies when we are having fun. Body ache and pain is just a momentary setback that is always at the back of my mind. My feet hurts, my pocket has a big big hole in it, and i had so much fun this two months. Now is back to reality, datelines and demanding expectations. Oh how boring !!!!!!!!!

bye bye

flying off in few days time :)

updates

quite some time since i last posted some stuff here. What has happened to me lately?

- just climb mount kk. Will share about it another time
- islands in sabah is so beautiful
- production issue which causes me to clock so much OT that i'm not entitled for OT claim cause i'm not under union.
- lost my beautiful handphone w880i. WTF
- green belt is on hold due to production issue and my black belter is chasing me down on it.
- going to HK and Taiwan next month. Pls no earthquake ya.
- food prices is soaring high, so is the price of oil.

till next time

drowning...

Work have been crap this past few weeks. It feels like i dread going to work daily because of the mounting pressure i feel after noon. Each day i race to finish my BAU and its not the same repetitive kind of symptom that presisted in the stupid work that i do. There is 1001 ways in finding the variables on how come it existed and i have somehow seems like exhausted my little brain. How can i think out of the box when i have no more idea on how to think out of the little bloody black box. Sigh, maybe its the preconceived idea that i had before i started doing that work because everyone have been harping its damn tough. bla bla bla... i'm influenced, i'm not doing things positively. The cream of the topping comes in the form of doing a six sigma project on this BAU. Oh FRACK me!

Ameba have booked tickets to KK. Come June, i will climb to the highest molehill :). A not so good thing to add was when i was in mamak with cK, and a passing remarks screwed up my holiday plans. "Oooo..that train looks familiar...its the train you have to take for white water rafting!" The bloody train which normally ferries passangers to the white water rafting place fell into the river. Looks like i have a high chance of not going for white water rafting after all. I doubt they can fix the railroad in 2 months. Take the boat u say? i have no idea how are they planning to continue this road trip. I pray there would be no rainfall to make the trail slippery. That is so not a time to have slippery trail.

I am trying to loose weight. But i have damn alot of cravings and its those unhealthy food. Fast food, buffet, fried chicken, briyani with mutton curry and the little mind in me will scream if i stuff myself silly with whatever i thought of that would be a scrumptious delight. My metabolism rate is not as it was in high school and college life. I am trying to increase my metabolism rate. It is still at a crawling pace. I had japanese buffet last weekend, and it ended up being a diarrhoea trip to the toilet frequently. What a good way to loose weight. Just after a buffet spread, i frequent the toilet like i was having a buffet. Yes, i sound sick for wanting to be sick. Why cant everyone be stick thin and still have all the necessary assets to make a woman curvy and all that shit. Its a damn fucked up controversial world. At time people say i look better the way i am now, but my chums will say i am fat and i should do something about it. I am not a freaking stick insect now am I? I'm too vain to grow fat? you're too vain to date a fat chick? Muahah...on the downside you need to put on alot more weight if you want to appear in that teenybooper's magazine.

Self centered, self absorbed, selfish. Not much difference between those three words. Human's are generally selfish creatures right? we want something that we can't have, we are not happy with what we currently have and when you somehow got a hold of it, alot of people might criticise its a wrong wrong move. Now, what happen when both parties are selfish? When both cannot have what they wanted and yet they hold onto to it? does that makes it still wrong? I thought it takes two to tango. Two to make a mistake, but of course it would be better if it all started later. Later when we are bit more matured, later when its not called self centered anymore. Later when we are two individual human beings and not tied down to some commitment. Just a little patience, it wont be much longer when she have to let it go. We should go have breakfast this coming saturday morning at this dimsum place and bitch about everything under the sun. We deserve this, as we work our ass off damn hard 5 days a week.

Right, got to go. Work just came in. Toodles!

get your act right

Whats up with the post of the MB and its deputy? Why of all people the opposition coalition dont understand about unity at the time like this but is going about with a protest which cause the rakyat to feel uneasy. Making the rakyat question on whether what they did last Saturday was correct. The coalition should pull their stupid act together and sing the bloody same tune. Do not forget for once that if you are divided, you wont be able to form the state government. At a time like this the coalition should come to equilibrium, yes a malay is needed to be an MB on grounds like officiating mosque and so forth but the opposition can compromise to elect two DMB and to be fair we should give it to one chinese and an indian. Thus all races are truly represented by the opposition. What a brilliant idea i came up with. Imagine if they do so, it will give the rulling party a run for their money. At least the rakyat knows they are truly represented by the opposition coalition and might want to reinstate them in the next general election. Infightings will not get you anywhere.

elections and rumours

Election have come and gone. It was my first time voting and it made me feel like some "jakun" at the procedures. I've heard horror stories that although what you vote it is suppose to be a secret, it was noted that prior to this 12th general elections, our ballot papers were tag to our name. Thankfully for the bersih rally(which i didnt know about untill i read it online), it was duly noted by this writer that they didnt tag our ballot papers to our name. And it was quite interesting to see the "see through" ballot boxes with those orange and yellow papers. Btw, what a waste of RM2mio for those indellible ink.

I suppose the message was loud and clear looking at the outcome of the election. Thus we have given the opposition a chance because when push come to shove, the rakyat had enough of the shit that was served to us. All the media was singing praises of the government, suddenly the PM decides to announce thaipusam as a public holiday to win the votes of the indian, the union workers in the bank got their pay rise in more than 2 years of arrears etc etc. But the young voters who have access to the internet, got a real taste of freedom of speech from numerous sites. All that little titbit the govn shove to the rakyat faces just before the election didnt deter them. I still dont know whether i have made the right choice in my vote. But i do know, each time i see how the state rulled by the govn waste the taxpayers money by putting up more ornamantel street lamps, i get outraged by it. What a waste of money. Why can't they use it on more useful necessities. Why need horses in a small town when looking after it is much more expensive than a car? Thus i realise that we do need the opposition to voice out this kind of displeasure that we the people feel. Yes, lets give the opposition a chance this coming 5 years.

What a shock to learn that zakaria is dead. Rumours have it that he committed suicide thus the reason why his sons and daughters pleaded for forgiveness from whoever. I'm not surprise either that it was reported he died of a heart attack. Tsk tsk..politics is not for the faint heart or you'll die of a coronary attack when one realise that all the kickbacks they receive will be gone over night.

I also heard that KJ won after the 5 bags of postal ballot was taken into account as the first round of counting he lost by a slim margin of only 16 votes.

I'll leave this entry with a excerpt that i got from this article here http://www.malaysiakini.com/news/79523


"They (voters) have no choice. If you don't vote BN, who do you vote for? There are only two candidates. So you vote for the opposition or you don't vote at all. Either way, the BN was going to lose a lot of support."

Tun Dr Mahathir

I've never been a fan of the moon movement but i suppose majority share the same sentiment that we must vote for a change and deny the govn a 2/3 majority. Thus the reason why my dad refused to go to the voting hall as he knows he should deny the rulling government majority and its also not his principal to vote on a pro moon movement.